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Nothing's going to stop the tears.
Thinking back, days when we were still so sweet and happy.
I really felt we were like those young married couples walking on streets, going shopping and everywhere else together.
God gave you to me, and slowly things got ven better than before. Fate gave us time and time to get together, but things slowly got out of hand.
You never did ever realize how fucking pain my heart feels whenever we quarrel or you scolding me.
You never did, or perhaps you did.
Prove to me we'll spend our days happier, can you?
You know i love you, my dear boy.
I said i' ll try, give me time will you? It isn't easy as said, will you try as well?

Ridiculous huh.

What's wrong these few days, I've no idea.
Quarelling never seem to end.
No matter how much frustrations a person gets, he/she don't have to vent out on the other person right.
Why is it always me that's ending all the quarrellings?
I just want to have a steady relationship with the person I'm with, is it that difficult? I've tried to make our days in future better and happier, but failed to try harder.
Your classmates got retained and you feel bad, but is there a need to say things till this manner. Really, I sometimes doubt what you say after what I heard from the the rest of them. I know you care, you love me , you're worried for me. But please dear, show it in another way alright? You know what I said mostly were words of anger,but what about yours? K shall stop, will be back soon to this dead space of mine.

promisepromise,pinky swear.

HAPPY EIGHTH MONTH TO YOU, DEAR! ♥

its been eight months since we've got together in the beginning of this year.

although i may not be the best girlfriend, i may have attitude, but i'll try to be a better girl for the sake of you alright!

i know EOY's coming soon, and that we won't have time for one another till this 1month is over.
but its alright, we can still go for study dates rightright! :-)
oh and i know you love giving me surprises.
but then..
YOU DON'T HAVE TO SCARE ME LIKE THIS RIGHT. I REALLY THOUGHT YOU HAD FORGOTTEN TODAY'S OUR EIGHTH MONTH LEH. !@#$#%%&^&@#!
your god damn surprise is enough to make me go super depressed k.
no more next time hur!
today didn't get to wish you happy eighth month face to face, but nevermind.
saturday i will :-)
andand!!!!!! i'm so honoured that you actually teared for me.
well, i know i'm the first girl after 15years of your life you actually promised so much to, and teared for, and rushed down just to see me, and wiping my tears off when i'm crying so hard.
thanks alot baby, i appreciate what you've done.
wait till our first year anniversary, i will give you something special kkk!
i love you bby:-*

what all i have,

well, first week of school isn't that bad afterall.
i manage to catch up with Chem & POA.
although there's still a little misconcept somewhere here and there.
but oh well, shall try a little harder this term.
i don't want to get retained and study the whole fugging syllabus again for 1 more year.
so yeah, last term was the biggest wake up call!

this week haven been meeting baby.
like ever since our 6th or 7th month anni, he haven been sending me home.
busy timetable of mine.
always having classes ending later than him, or stay back after dismissal to complete undone assignments.
this sucks, i haven been really spending time with him after school.
except certain weekends :-(
hope EOY will smoothly go by, so i can accompany him more often!
and say byebye to textbooks :-)
well, shall go to bed already.
damn late, nights world! :-*
LASTLY, I LOVE MY HUBBY (L).

there's a possibility.

I want to wake up like this.


Have you ever had that feeling where you wake up and you see the person next to you still sleeping? You smile because they look so funny when they sleep but, you also smile knowing that they’re there. You wake them up, you seem them dazed, they smile. You hold their hands for comfort, it’s cold, you give them a hug and the rest is history. The true love was there and it was alive and well.
She asked him, “why did you stay the whole night?” he replied with “You asked me the night before if I’ll still love you in the morning, that this wasn’t a one night stand, I wanted to wake up next to you because I can really us doing this ever morning” “I’ll love you at night, I’ll love you in the morning, fuck, I’ll even love you in the afternoon. I overall love you with all my heart” She smiled. Her heart melted. The sound of his voice made her heart beat. They lay there arm in arm, her head resting upon his chest right above his heart. It was beating so she knew his love was true.

via- internet.

if you had cared, i wouldn't have felt this way.

Because he listens. Because I know I’m not taken for granted. Because he makes me stay on the safe side of the road when we’re crossing the street. Because I know he’d still love me even if I gain hundreds of pounds and bearly be able to scratch my head. Because one hug from him lightens up my long tiring day. Because he doesn’t rush things. Because he doesn’t bother waiting for a couple of hours just for a 10 minute ride with me to Vito Cruz. Because he’s effortlessly adorable especially when he plays asleep when I overtalk. Because he’s still as sweet when his friends are around. Because he appreciates every little thing I do for him. Because he’s cute when he’s jealous even if he seldom admits he is. Because he waits and insists on seeing me when he’d rather be at home playing basketball. Because it has been three years and his hugs and kisses still give me butterflies. Because he doesn’t mind listening to my rants. Because he makes me feel pretty even on my bad hair days. Because he goes for what’s right over what he wants not only for goodness’ sake but also because he knows that’s what would make me happy. Because he never fails to make me feel that I’m his only girl. Because he makes ways and not excuses. Because I’ve been with a couple of boys and he’s the only one I picture waking up to every morning in the near future.
I love him and it’s probably too early to say this is forever but right now that’s how it feels like. He’s the one I’m gonna marry.
You are very blessed, miss.
via- internet.