3rd day.

tiring tiring tiring.
spent 3 days consecutively going out to town and back late at night.
ever since sunday, 25th of october, my grandparents flew to hongkong, i've been going out.
maybe its because going out can at least make me forget something.
24th i ended up with swollen eyes after tearing so much.
urgh, better not talk about it, if not i'll start tearing again.
went home around 11pm on saturday and sunday night.
was at the playground with Litong;Poopie and Erica;Sissy.
grandparents left yesterday night.
sad.
wasn't really used to something that happened recently.
so Titus cheered me up.
thanks alot Titus, but, its useless.
had fever this morning, so gave school a miss.
okay end here.



i'll be jotting down everything, every single day spent without you.
its either a call from you or a no.
but i guess, you'll not call.
sometimes its not that easy for you to expect me to forget you and give someone else another chance as well as myself.
maybe for you it is, but for me, NO.
sitting in buses alone everyday and thinking while the songs go through my mind.
sometimes i really hope to cry in the rain.
so that no one will realise it and let me be.
but its not that easy.
giving in is hard. but letting go is harder.
don't worry, i'll not see you anymore till you call.
i promised and i'll keep it true.