vulnerable.

its been long since i last dedicated a post to my babyboy.

its been 95 days since we've been together ever since the start of 2010.
you've never failed in making me laugh, except when i broke down.
but its not your fault though.
i remembered asking you tons of questions on our first month, right baby?
i myself also can't remember what did i asked but i remembered one in particular.
shall not say it out ever again cause i know sometimes its not the right question though.
i'm not one of those girls in dramas or serials that wants a 100% perfect boyfriend in all ways.
i'm not like expecting any big sacrifices from you, cause i know having you by my side will do.
no one's perfect in another's eyes, but you're in mine.
back to the times when you'll send me wake up messages, sweet much ttm.
and a few days back, i asked another question which i'm not supposed to.
stupid me.
you were really upset/confused or rather troubled. i couldn't help but falling into sleep with wet cheeks.
after not meeting up for a week i guess, we fianlly went out on our own again.
without any one, just us. it feels great this way though.
you were hugging me all the way and telling me about operation and stuff.
sounds frightening you know.
i felt the corners of my eyes burning, like i'm going to breakdown once again.
i had to hug you tightly, i don't want you to leave ):
we bade goodbye at my doorstep and i was looking @ your backview from my window up there.
there's still a long way ahead right? i'm sure we'll go through together.
iloveyou,baby.