First, that she's gone.

My sis is now prolly in pulau ubin's OBS [ Outward Bound Singapore] having fun.
Hope she's safe and sound over there.
Told her the night before the DO's and DONT's alr.
She better takecare of herself there and come back in one full piece.
Well, she has asked me to post the following on her behalf.
Come back asap, and be alright, sister.

-Erica



it'll soon be the day for me to go for obs camp.
this suck.
i hate the feeling of leaving, especially when its i'm the one saying goodbye.
goodbyes have never made me feel secure @ all.
i hate saying it out of my mouth.
but whenever it comes to a choice when i only have to say it and must, i always feel suck.
every ending will always have a goodbye.
whywhywhywhy?
why can't there never be an ending in everything?
why can't there be everlasting?
prolly due to there's always a beginning, hence also an end.
i'm contradicting i know, but i can't help it.
goodbyes to your loved ones can be hurting as well.
but in a certain way, biding the other party goodbye may lead you to a better life, better beginning.
baby's for sure not going to take care of himself.
these few days having him meeting me below my block due to some damn curfew @ home was enough.
at the very least i get to snuggle in his tight arms for a tight hug at certain times.
well its been a long time since he hugged me that tightly before, i love that feeling.
thank god for letting me bump into him while on a study group trip @ the library.
i'm blessed to have someone who'll, :
　
　
1.never leave my side be it happy, sad or sick.
2.hug me as tightly as possible the moment every time we meet up.
3.calls me up specially after he left just to hear my voice and says, "i miss you,that's why."
4.come up to watch the most boring singapore production show just because i wanted to watch it.
5.give in to me whenever i threaten him by not letting him hug me,without complaining.
6.believe in me in everything no matter what the situation is.
7.apologises so many times again and again cause he feels bad for not being there for me when i needed him most, when i told him not to.
8.buys me my favourite drink on the way to school early in the mornings even though he's going to be late.
9.buys my favourite lollipop hoping to share with me, even though he know he'll have a hard time snatching with me :>
10.willing to accept who am i, no matter how stubborn am i, how playful am i & how i wanted things my way.
11.lending me his shirt when i've forgotten to bring mine to camp.
12.holds me tightly whenever on trains just being the fact that i can't balance on trains.
13.puts both his hands behind my head whenever i'm leaning against windows/doors in trains afraid that i'll knock myself against it.
14.carries my bag and stuff for me out of randomness.
15.calls me just to make sure i'm alright cause of a werid feeling of losing me in his heart, while on the way back from my house.
16.tell me he loves me, every single day,every single moment, no matter where , when, how. ; 16th's forver lasting.
　
my dear, the best thing about me, is you.
take care in singapore alright?
if you ever miss/think of me, look at our pictures we've taken over the months.
and remember i'll miss you too.
5days will pass soon and i'll promise to hug you the very first thing i see you.
i'm leaving for school now, till then.

-My dearest sister, Francesca.