envy.

whenever i see a guy sending his girlfriend home, i think about us.
no matter how hard i try, i still will think back of the past.
i hate the feeling sometimes, but at least i reminisce back to how we were last time.
we've all grown up, at least a little.
but i don't wish things to be even strained in between us.
i always get hope that you'll walk to me one day, and bring me home.
but seems like we're drifting.
idk, but it feels like to me we really are.
Erica said that too, but i said no.
is how I'm feeling now right?
or wrong?