knowing and not knowing.
want to know and don't want to.
truth to false, false to truth.
everyone is me, i'm everyone.
we're the same, we're not.
humans, non-humans.
feelings, and feelings.
evitable, inevitable.
so much, so little.
i wished i never did, especially so much.
you blaming __, i blaming ___.
what's the difference?
have you ever spared a thought for the family.
where's the you, you once were?
we studied, you say bullshit.
we stay up late to chat with you, at least you did the same too.
but when it comes to mama & yeye, you just act as if you weren't listening.
kay all this i'm fine with.
but do you even know that mama's going for an operation this coming thursday?
the whole family, including thomas daddy is coming over specially from indonesia to accompany her.
you? maybe you've yet to know about this.
mama and yeye's going over to indonesia once she's discharged from hospital.
and there'll be only me,zhen,you & aunt.
so what? are you going to still just be like how you're now?
i hope to see the change in you, dad.
currently rotting @ home.
didn't attend school since yesterday, 2days MC.
shall continue my wishing stairs & memento mori movie. (Y)
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